Creating a new dream!

Every day feels more and more like a dream.  I spend almost all of my time alone, and within this space is the freedom to feel all of the energies swirling around in the “air”.  As I feel these energies, I am reminded of how we each must take responsibility for our reactions, and more specifically, our thoughts.

The outer world is constantly influencing how we experience this life.  When something goes “wrong” we lash out, we blame, we call ourselves horrible names, and we call others even worse.  There are so many people speaking in such a negative way -  it is quite painful.  I hear how they perceive the world, I feel the words that they speak.  And then I wonder, “how are we going to change this behavior”?  How can I make a difference in how these people SEE the world? 

And then, I step back and realize that the only way to really be of service to these people, is to show them the mirror of what is possible.  I am the mirror!  While I am certainly able to tell others what is going on, or I can share some uplifting idea, or some other kind of truth – what is most important is for me to be the joy, to be the love which is so absolutely necessary at this space and time.  I must express compassion; I must hold the energy of peace & unity. 

When I go out to a restaurant, I hear 9 out of 10 people complain about something.  The service is too slow, the food isn’t right, or they are just whining about something in their life.  I have no desire to engage with these people.  I simply observe and stay neutral.  I oftentimes do my best to present them with a positive image, a positive thought.  They whine about how long it takes the bartender to make their drink…so I share with them the fact that apparently everyone drinks and they are moving as fast as they can, and they have yet to take a break.  This tends to calm them down a bit – I have observed that they are unable to actually step outside of their own little bubble, and therefore they don’t know how to be in the present moment.

I am quite dismayed by just how much POO people carry around within their hearts.  It is as if they have literally had their heart removed from their bodies and they are unable to feel anything for anyone except themselves.  This selfishness is very destructive.  I see so many people that go to church, and yet they have no real compassion for anyone.  They THINK that by going to church they are good people.  They think that by doing their “duty” on Sundays this is enough to get them into heaven.  And yet, the moment they leave, the majority of them return to their normal selfish ways.  While in the energy of the church, they feel unity, but the moment they leave, they are separate. 

This is one of the great many traps held within the church.  When in the presence of the “temple” they feel good, but without it, they are lost.  This is b/c the church removes God from the man.  The church places a hierarchy in the ways of communicating with God.  The church has man, then priest, then God.  Why do we need an intermediary?  For most, they simply THINK that the teachings of the church are the words of God.  Hogwash!  How do people believe that a book, which has been knowingly re-written, and that has knowingly removed many “books” from its teachings be the work of God?  It is so absolutely ridiculous to me that people follow so blindly.  Don’t they FEEL the words? 

Father – what would you have me do? 

Follow your heart.  The people have no idea that they are following the story of the fallen ones.  They have no idea that I live inside of them.  These souls have been taught an ancient lie, and they refuse to discern this lie for themselves.  There is nothing that you or anyone needs to do.  Observe and feel my love within your heart.  Know that I am you.  Know that they are also me. 

The world will soon understand that we are all one.  Hold steady as you progress upwards to the kingdom.  Your kingdom has been established, your space is being cultivated by your love.  And because of your love, the people who visit will know this love.  They already know your love, but you will show them what true love is.  Love is patient, love is kind.  Love is I!

Thank you father – I sometimes falter when I am around others.  I want to help them, but they are stubborn.

Yes my son – but aren’t we all stubborn in our own ways?  Even you were headstrong and stubborn in your belief that you could make someone else love you.  What did you learn?

I learned that I could make others love me, but it wasn’t genuine love.  It was conditional and attached to loving what I did for them instead of them actually giving their love to me.  I learned that they truly do not know what love is, and thus they were unable to give me something that they didn’t understand.  I learned that real love is given, without regard for anything in return.  I do not need to impress, I do not need to “take care of” them, I simply am to be accepted in totality for who I am. 

And so, how does this make you feel?

I feel…well, I don’t really know.  On one hand I am lonely.  And on the other I am ready to explore the cosmos.  But, in my NOW, I want to create a world with a woman who shares the same vision I have.  I want to play in the woods, to be in nature and to create a space of love.  I don’t care about fancy stuff, I care about being free.  I want to feel the love of another.  I want to find my whole self.  I want to trust another so completely that we are able to lift up the whole world.  I want to express love so completely, so openly, that others can’t help but feel our energy.  I want them to desire this feeling.  I catch glimpses of this feeling.  I catch glimpses of my goddess, dancing and singing and being in total peace with me.  She smiles, always.  She uplifts everything around her.  The animals wait patiently for her presence each morning.  The trees and the plants quiver whenever she speaks to them.  Everything around her responds in a delightful expression.  The leaves on the trees create a beautiful melody in the breeze, the bugs and the birds send out their loving tones and bring a symphony of sounds as she walks by.  She is at peace with all, for she has a man who adores her, who admires me, and who protects her.  She accepts me with grace and holds a fire of passion within her heart. 

I can see her, an angel she is! 

My son – stay in this vibration.  Hold this vision.  You will find her.  I will send her to you.  But, you must pay close attention to her energy, and speak up when she walks by.  You may see her at a store, or you may see her at a restaurant…you will know when you feel her that she is the one. 

Be free with your thoughts and she will be free with her heart!